Kenapa diam?? As my dad always says it's better to talk less and observe.. Patience is a virtue... Because fire and fire will burn down the building... When one is the burning fire its best that the other be the cooling water..  We should balance and complete each other.. not kill and ridicule each other.. But than again, since the start of the year to now... With just only after 5 meet ups..  I just realised that I've cried more than I smiled or laughed..  I afterall lack empathy.. The 3 days spent with me already "jemu".. So I guess I can't seem to please his heart..  When almost everything that comes out from his mouth was cutting through my heart like a razor sharp knife.. But den again, I lack empathy right? Maybe my heart is made out of a rock.. It doesn't feel anything when thrown at or stepped on...  Nevermind... Everyone has their "ideal" type...  If judging from my "ideal" criteria when looking for a Khalifah that Insya'Allah can lead me and our future children to Jannah... What will my choice be??