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♥ About Me ♥
hmm, it has been more than 27 years of mystifying other peoples' thoughts and feelings.
somewhat prejudice in relation to some pompous, egocentric and sluggish individuals.
obviously, believes in religion.
to a certain extent extremely sensitive,depending on da circumstances actually.
a big liverpool fan and i mean "real big".
as for leisure pursuit, take pleasure in bowling, reading, going to da movies,listening to music, singing and dancing.
have a weakness for fine cuisine, poem, music, Ryan Seacrest, Shane West, RAIN Bi (비) aka Jung Ji-Hoon and Lee Taemin (이태민)
attached to FOUR delightful and bizarre sistas.. mas, fithonah, sue and shaheera..
i live my life by tis: "destiny decides who you meet in life; but it is your heart
that can decide who gets to stay in your life."
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And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
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Saturday, June 9, 2012
Heartless Bitch...
This animal doesn't deserve to be a healthcare personnel... Life and death is decided by the Almighty.. Does she know how it feels to lose someone dear to you? Does she know the pain of looking at the person you truly care suffering in pain? At least for now, little Nur is no longer suffering from pain...
Can't wait for the weekend for me to just bump around..
Was awaken by my colleague's text this morning at 7.29am. Dinesh, you never fail to cheer me up. I have wonderful colleagues/friends =oP Dinesh's wake up call goes "Good Morning Inda! Some nice words to brighten ur day... If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on =o)"It is nice to wake up with such nice words in the morning =o)
Anyways, been listening to Shinhwa's songs on repeat mode.. Just love Eric Oppa's rap... Sexiest Rapper Ever =o)
"I am still determined to be cheerful and happy, in whatever situation I may be; for I have also learned from experience that the greater part of our happiness or misery depends upon our dispositions, and not upon our circumstances."
I am ever grateful to my Ah Boy in the office. That Baby Lion of mine understands his Mummy Lion very well. It is just great because we are the only Leos in the department.
I have been pissed the whole weekend and thanks to my foul mood, almost ruined my 2nd sister’s birthday celebration.
The office communicator is really a powerful tool during office hours especially when I feel suffocated. I just have the urge to scream my head off.
Although I almost walked over to his desk to strangle him but at least, he’s point of view from a male perspective is totally acceptable.
Thanks for your thoughts, Baby Lion aka Ah Boy....
Mummy Lion: i'm so pissed that i feel like screaming my head off.... I'm so busy with work and D cannot stop dropping the issue of my mobile phone with my fren last weekend ! ! ! !
Baby Lion: wah he is still at it
did you explain to him?
Mummy Lion: now he's asking why am i fraternizing so close with darren
i did.... we went jogging late at night and there's like 6 of us ! !
Baby Lion: well i think he just feel threaten
Mummy Lion: i tell ya... and if u tell me if anything is wrong..... 6 of us go jogging at bishan park... it started to rain so the guys went to get unbrellas frm their car... darren pass me his jacket too coz its cold... den we headed to thomson for supper.... my mobile was in the pocket of his jacket... wen i returned it to him... that's y my mobile is with him ! ! ! ! all of us are wrking adults... the only time we can meet is after wrk... if he complains that its so late and almost midnight plus its a friday night ! ! ! i cannot take it already ! ! !
Baby Lion: nothing wrong but if I am him everything is wrong
Mummy Lion: yarh ! ! !
Baby Lion: firstly, this particular guy passes his jacket to you
Mummy Lion: we're not in that kinda relationship
Baby Lion: "is this a show of extra concern" "what is his motive"
Mummy Lion: its not as if daniel nvr did it b4
Baby Lion: well, that is different furthermore after the initial msg exchange between both of them it is like 2 lions fighting for dominance so he became defensive he probably screwing his own mind thinking why and what Darren meant to you
Mummy Lion: so wad ? i go ask him that ? he has nvr been like this
Baby Lion: there is always a first hahaa
Mummy Lion: so far, i went out with my other frens... he's fine i just dun get him
Baby Lion: he is probably enraged by darren how do I explain this, like someone else is important to u and he is important enough that you are willing to quarrel over with me for him now, that class A threat
Mummy Lion: Darren's my old primary sch fren and he's a close fren of my 1st BF shit sia... but Daniel and me is not in any kinda relationship... i told ya we talked about it he himself admit its kinda impossible to work things out between us unless he doesn't mean wad he said but i doubt it
Baby Lion: then u use this chance to wack him on that lo best
Mummy Lion: just how do i do dat... all the more he's being defensive of himself everytime i asked him what's wrong with him... he gives it back to me by saying what's wrong with me and none of us answers the qns
Baby Lion: just say that I understand how you are feeling if you are my boyfriend, but since you do not wish to be, why are you bothered?
Mummy Lion: frustrating
Baby Lion: straight sharp and fatal
Mummy Lion: i feel like throwing my mobile against the wall shit sia ! ! how can i say something like dat
Baby Lion: just say short pain is better than long pain and it is like a checkmate to him brb go fill stomach first
Mummy Lion: go go.. I need to perk up my lousy mood.. lunch time means time for my shinhwa oppas
Baby Lion: :)
I should have known... Texted D as suggested by Ah Boy and D’s reply was a simple... "Okay".... That’s typical of him..
Even though the last few days was upsetting, my mental health is more important.. Maybe my Dad is right.. I should start dating and settle down soon. At least besides my Dad who is the most important man in my life, I would have one more that I can rely on. So, all my energy and attention would just be diverted to him alone and the rest of my guy friends would have to take a backseat or at least they have to get his approval before asking me out. Why is life so complicated? Maybe it’s not life, its one’s heart. If only we do not have something called feelings there won’t be anger, jealousy, sadness or joy. But without feelings, life will be meaningless. Sighs!!
It takes a strong heart to love but it takes a STRONGER heart to continue to love after it’s been hurt countlessly.
Can't imagine I'm actually updating my blog after a very long time and also reading such things during office hours ! ! ! ! I just need this space to vent out my frustrations.. Seriously, I feel like screaming my head's off ! ! ! You've known me for 3 years yet you do not understand me at all...
Sagittarius and Leo
On their first meeting Sagittarians see Leos as dashing and exciting, someone to explore places and feelings with. Leos see Sagittarians as fellow extroverts who see the world in a grand way, much as they do themselves. Both signs have a fiery passionate nature so there will be an instant sexual attraction between them. Leos will see Sagittarians as lively and popular, someone who has a passion to match their own and Sagittarians find Leos very generous and fun to be with.
Sagittarians are not very good at commitment but because Leos have an excess of self confidence they do not get clingy with a partner who needs plenty of freedom. Both are open about how they feel so this should ensure the relationship is secure. Sexually they are extremely well matched with the Sagittarian adding humour and the Leo expertise. This has the potential for being a perfect match but they both enjoy the company of the opposite sex and the Sagittarian will show their jealousy with sarcastic comments which will unnerve the Leo.(OMG ! ! ! 100% spot on ! ! ! !)Both have fiery tempers and the Leo is very proud but luckily the Sagittarian won't let an argument fester and is willing to be the first to say sorry and make up. (I can’t say that this is true.. for now that is...)
Leos want to be the centre of attention and Sagittarians want to be free. This combination can be one of the best especially if they both have planets like Venus (love) and Mars (desires) in compatible signs. If not it may be that the arguments take over and the relationship turns into a power struggle. However, if they are prepared to work at it Leos can learn to be less socially conscious and Sagittarians can learn to be less concerned about losing their freedom with someone who won't try to smother them.
