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♥ About Me ♥
hmm, it has been more than 27 years of mystifying other peoples' thoughts and feelings.
somewhat prejudice in relation to some pompous, egocentric and sluggish individuals.
obviously, believes in religion.
to a certain extent extremely sensitive,depending on da circumstances actually.
a big liverpool fan and i mean "real big".
as for leisure pursuit, take pleasure in bowling, reading, going to da movies,listening to music, singing and dancing.
have a weakness for fine cuisine, poem, music, Ryan Seacrest, Shane West, RAIN Bi (비) aka Jung Ji-Hoon and Lee Taemin (이태민)
attached to FOUR delightful and bizarre sistas.. mas, fithonah, sue and shaheera..
i live my life by tis: "destiny decides who you meet in life; but it is your heart
that can decide who gets to stay in your life."
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And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
Mixed Feelings...
Assalammualaikum wr wb...
Went to Guangyang Secondary School just now for lunch (Friday I mean.. Since its Saturday morning now and yes.. I'm still awake.. Still having difficulty sleeping)...YES ! I went back to my secondary school.. hahaha.. Went there with and old friend, Mr Tan Deneng, Fabien... Whom I never or should I say seldom talk to when in school.. heh ! Funny but true..
The school really went through a tremendous renovation.. We got lost... Can't find the canteen, can't find the teacher's office... And all the time that we were there, we tried recalling the locations of various facilities like the bookshop, the basketball courts, the hall, the library, etc.. Seen quite a few familiar faces too.. Only thing, we felt very old... Hahahaha... Like DUH ! ! What were we thinking ? We were in that school like more than 10 years ago ! ! Hahahah..
Sadly, the food that we ate in the canteen wasn't that nice... Thank God it was cheap.. hahahaha... $1.50 only for a plate of chicken rice... And $1.00 for a glass of ice milo.. Value for money.. For us that is... Cheh ! How cheapskate of us right ?
Actually, I felt that the whole reno spoilt the feeling.. Missed the old Guangyang.. In fact, miss secondary school life... Feel like turning back time.. How I wish ! !
Wondering how I got to Guangyang on a working day ?
This Deneng lah.. Persuaded me to ride on his bike... I know.. I know... I don't ride on my guy friend's bike.. I, myself can't believe I broke my own principles.. Haiz.. And now, people are talking behind my back.. Damn ! Its my principles so, its my own choice when I wanna break it.. Anyways, tho I do not really know Deneng, he's an old friend and I don't see any harm.. Plus, we aren't doing anything wrong.. We just wanted to visit our old school during lunch... That's all..
I did brought the matter up to him when we were having lunch at the school canteen, all he said was just ignore those comments and let them talk... We can't possibly shut their mouths...
But true enough I heard a few things being mentioned about me riding his bike... *Sigh* Let them be lah...
ALL I KNOW IS.. I TRUELY ENJOYED MYSELF TODAY ! !
Ok, Thanks to Deneng of cause.. Hahahaha...
Another old friend of mine is online and I'm talking to him right now, Jason.. I might plan to go Guangyang AGAIN ! ! Teacher's Day.. He said if I wanna go ask him along and can take leave... Hahahahaha.... Than, I can't wait for Teacher's Day ! ! More time to talk to the teachers.. Will try to email Mdm Jeannie Low so that we could see her... Only managed to meet up with Mdm Vasuki and Mrs Ling-Seet.. Guangyang... Seeya again soon ! ! hahahaha....
Oh ya ! we might even have a get together or reunion in October this year ! ! MARK THE MONTH PEOPLE --> OCTOBER 2008 ! ! HORRAY ! ! Hahahaha.....
Its amazing after all these years we are all still in contact... And still wanna meet up... Cheers to us all !
I'm so happy.. I'm on cloud 9,000,000.... hahahahahah..
No one believes me when I say that one of my many weaknesses is that I'm a very shy person.. hahahaha... Believe me but its true.. Very true indeed...
You can see me walking around my office talking and joking around with almost everyone of the staff there.. I can also joke around and talk to every members in my RC.. I can even approach the residents in my area during house visits.. But my shyness is kinda unique and funny... hahahaha... Don't even know how to describe it..
Anyways, that's not really the topic that I wanna talk about right now... I just feeling like updating my space..
However right now, I just feel like reading something but not sure what to read about.. I think its high time I go to Borders again to look for some reading materials for myself.. Not that I don't believe in going to the library but what if I can't finish reading the book in the duration that I borrowed it... haiz..
But than again, when do I have the time to go Borders ? ?
Honestly, right now.. I feel very restless.. Don't really feel like doing anything.. No mood for anything... No appetite for anything.. Lost interest in things easily... Not focused.. Just feeling restless..
One thing bad is that my imsonia is setting in yet again.. Gosh ! Been having problems sleeping... Something is really not right somewhere.. But what's wrong ?
Everyone is shy --- it is the inborn modesty that makes us able to live in harmony with other creatures and our fellows. Achievement comes not by denying shyness but, occasionally, by setting it aside and letting pride and perspiration come first. - Kirkpatrick Sale
When you're worried, tell yourself the truth: Shyness is a strength to build on, not a character flaw to be stamped out. - "Shyness Is Not A Character Flaw" at the Malvern School
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PEACE You're very easygoing and kind, but not a total pushover. You have a lot of friends who love you for just being you. There maybe ups and downs in your life but overall you're pretty content. Just remember its ok to change and try new things! =]
I know its been like an eternity since I last updated this space of mine... Blogging doesn't seem to be "IN" for me nowadays.. Hah ! Too lazy....
Mark the date TODAY ! ! Yeah.. I turn 25 today.. WOW ! ! Like hahahaha... no big deal tho... Had wonderful time wid the ladees as usual... Thanks gurls for the surprise ! ! Mobile can't stop ringing with bday wishes from family, friends, relatives, colleagues, RC members and more... hahahahaha... Feeling so LOVED Oooohhhhhh Yeeeaaaahhhh....
Self declared extra long long weekend today.. hahahaha.... My oh my ! !
Right now can't wait to celebrate with my family... My mum's cooking something special and I'm not allowed into the kitchen..
Sisters driving me nuts.. Can't stop teasing me... Tell me when they don't drive me nuts.. hahahaha... "Lovable, adorable little rascals..."
The big boss in the house is a usual.. Pretending not to know everything but sounded.. Aren't we suppose to be eating out today ?" Like yeah right Dad, mum cooked already... Humph ! ! He escaped this time round ! ! Hahahahaha....
Special thing this time round, my maternal grandma is here celebrating with us... Yup ! You heard me right... She's staying with us again.. (will give more info regarding this when I have the time)
The song I posted this time round really helped me move on... Here's the lyrics.. ENJOY ! !
Your Love Is Blind By Ramzi featuring Ash King
I see you all the time Never see you smile I try to picture what's going on in your mind He leaves you every night by yourself He took your love and put it on the shelf He doesn't really care... how you feel... You should be moving on girl what's the deal? Cause girl you know you're worth much more I wanna see you out that door...
So baby tell me why you stick around Always lonely and you only wear a frown He don't treat you good and you know The only thing left is for you to go You shouldn't live a lie with someone When deep inside you know he ain't the one I don't know what to say no more I wanna see you out that door
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me) I really don't wanna see u cry Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart) Don't wanna see another tear in your eye Baby break away Let him go I don't know he's done to you But I know that it's time to move on Girl your love is blind
Girl I understand That you're scared And you feel that you might never love again But baby that ain't true No no no I know that there some there for you Someone that will see That you are worth An undiscovered treasure on this earth Girl you know you're worth so much more I wanna see you out that door
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me) I really don't wanna see u cry Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart) Don't wanna see another tear in your eye Baby break away Let him go I don't know he's done to you But I know it's time to move on Girl your love is blind
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahini (listen to me) I really don't wanna see u cry Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart) Don't wanna see another tear in your eye Baby break away Let him go I don't know he's done to you But I know it's time to move on
