And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life

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Thursday, November 22, 2007


WHAT IS LOVE ? WHAT IS MARRIAGE ?


A student ask a teacher, "what is
love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer
your question,
go to the padi field and choose the
biggest padi and
come back. But the rule is: you can go
through them
only once and cannot turn back to
pick."

The student went to the field, go thru
first row, he
saw one big padi,but he wonders....may
be there is a
bigger one later. Then he saw another
bigger one...
but may be there is a even bigger one
waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half
of the padi
field, he start to realise that the
padi is not as big
as the previous one he saw, he know he
has missed the
biggest one, and he regreted!!!! So,
he ended up went
back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "...this is
love... you keep
looking for a better one, but when
later you realise,
you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student
asked.
The teacher said, "in order to answer
your question,
go to the corn field and choose the
biggest corn and
come back. But the rule is: you can go
through them
only once and cannot turn back to
pick." The student
went to the corn field, this time he
is careful not to
repeat the previous mistake, when he
reach the middle
of the field, he has picked one medium
corn that he
feel satisfy, and come back to the
teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you
bring back a
corn.... you look for one that is just
nice, and you
have faith and believe this is the
best one you
get.... this is marriage."

Monday, November 19, 2007

SOMETHING'S WRONG.. SOMETHING'S NOT RIGHT SOMEWHERE !


SOMETHING'S WRONG.. SOMETHING'S NOT RIGHT SOMEWHERE ! !


I'm feeling lousy today.. Terribly LOUSY ! ! Guess what I did today.. Left office at around 5.00pm.. Reached SIM at 6.00pm only to sit there for 5 minutes and head back to Toa Payoh.. CRAZY is the word.. I know but I suddenly feel so LOST ! ! Not wanting to do anything nor be near anyone.. I feel suffocated ! !

Something is wrong with me somewhere but I DUNNO WHAT IT IS ! ! !

I'm going CRAZY by the minute ! !

GOSH ! !

I need a compass to find my direction.. Feeling terribly lost... DAMN ! I FEEL SHITTY ! !

I shouldn't return his call last night ! ! That basket !

On the other hand,

"I'm still thinking... Should I CONFESS ?... I guess NOT... Let it be till the end of time.. Maybe its not meant to be.."

Sunday, November 18, 2007

Should I Confess ! ? !


SHOULD I CONFESS ! ? ! ?

"If you like someone, tell him, because you might found out that they like you too."


Should I take the risk ? Honestly, its not the kind of thing I'm so looking forward to doing at this age.. I thought its just an infatuation but WOW ! I was so wrong.. I've liked him for a year plus now.. But just pushing the feeling a side cause he is constantly attached.. hahahaha..


"....because you might found out that they like you too." The word here is MIGHT.. hahaha... MIGHT... what will the percentage be that we WILL find out that they like us too... I guess its ZERO PERCENT ! !


DAMN ! What am I talking about man ? A WHOLE LOT OF CRAP ! !