Assalammualaikum wr wb..


The pass few months have been a real mess and a wreck. First was with regards to work. Then, my personal life. A real roller coaster ride. Okay, as I've always mentioned. Without such issues, life would be boring and meaningless. But with too many of such issues, my head "berserabut" you know ?



I've been dragging myself to work lately. YES ! Cab rides every single morning to CBD area. I must have been NUTS ! Can't seem to find the fault, the motivation, the fire that I used to have for my work. It's gone missing. Everything seems different. My team members are different. The environment is different. Everything is different. I'm loosing focus at work. And it has nothing to do with my personal life. Its just that as usual, the office WALLS HAVE EARS AND MOUTHS. Don't know who I can trust no more =o(



As for my personal life.. Its too complicated to be shared here. Anyways, due to it. I decided to continue my studies without even planning my finances. Clever right ? ! I know... As usual, wasn't being rational I guess. But that's how I force myself into doing things that I've longed delayed. So, yeah.. Some says its a blessing in disguise.



Honestly, there's loads of "bad vibes" I wanna clear inside of me. But would rather not type it here or I'll start another issue with people and would get unwanted problems or attention. So, maybe I should get myself a confidente. But its hard to find people you can trust these days.



Why are people so self centered these days ? No one cares for each other no more. Trust is a thing of the past. So is care and concern and respect for each other. =o(


The one and only BEST confidente is HE who is up there. Who is always there for us. Only in HIM I can confide.


DO NOT WASTE YOUR TIME TO JUDGE PEOPLE OR YOU'LL HAVE NO TIME TO LOVE THEM"

Wassalammualaikum wr wb...