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My Wonderful Tuesday =.=

Assalammualaikum wr wb...

I am ever grateful to my Ah Boy in the office. That Baby Lion of mine understands his Mummy Lion very well. It is just great because we are the only Leos in the department.

I have been pissed the whole weekend and thanks to my foul mood, almost ruined my 2nd sister’s birthday celebration.

The office communicator is really a powerful tool during office hours especially when I feel suffocated. I just have the urge to scream my head off.

Although I almost walked over to his desk to strangle him but at least, he’s point of view from a male perspective is totally acceptable.

Thanks for your thoughts, Baby Lion aka Ah Boy....

Mummy Lion: i'm so pissed that i feel like screaming my head off.... I'm so busy with work and D cannot stop dropping the issue of my mobile phone with my fren last weekend ! ! ! !

Baby Lion: wah he is still at it

did you explain to him?

Mummy Lion: now he's asking why am i fraternizing so close with darren

i did.... we went jogging late at night and there's like 6 of us ! !

Baby Lion: well i think he just feel threaten

Mummy Lion: i tell ya... and if u tell me if anything is wrong..... 6 of us go jogging at bishan park... it started to rain so the guys went to get unbrellas frm their car... darren pass me his jacket too coz its cold... den we headed to thomson for supper.... my mobile was in the pocket of his jacket... wen i returned it to him... that's y my mobile is with him ! ! ! !
all of us are wrking adults... the only time we can meet is after wrk... if he complains that its so late and almost midnight
plus its a friday night ! ! !
i cannot take it already ! ! !

Baby Lion: nothing wrong
but if I am him
everything is wrong

Mummy Lion: yarh ! ! !

Baby Lion: firstly, this particular guy passes his jacket to you

Mummy Lion: we're not in that kinda relationship

Baby Lion: "is this a show of extra concern" "what is his motive"

Mummy Lion: its not as if daniel nvr did it b4

Baby Lion: well, that is different
furthermore after the initial msg exchange between both of them
it is like 2 lions fighting for dominance
so he became defensive
he probably screwing his own mind thinking why and what Darren meant to you

Mummy Lion: so wad ? i go ask him that ?
he has nvr been like this

Baby Lion: there is always a first
hahaa

Mummy Lion: so far, i went out with my other frens... he's fine
i just dun get him

Baby Lion: he is probably enraged by darren
how do I explain this, like someone else is important to u
and he is important enough that you are willing to quarrel over with me for him
now, that class A threat

Mummy Lion: Darren's my old primary sch fren and he's a close fren of my 1st BF
shit sia... but Daniel and me is not in any kinda relationship... i told ya we talked about it
he himself admit its kinda impossible to work things out between us
unless he doesn't mean wad he said but i doubt it

Baby Lion: then u use this chance to wack him on that lo
best

Mummy Lion: just how do i do dat... all the more he's being defensive of himself
everytime i asked him what's wrong with him... he gives it back to me by saying what's wrong with me
and none of us answers the qns

Baby Lion: just say that I understand how you are feeling if you are my boyfriend, but since you do not wish to be, why are you bothered?

Mummy Lion: frustrating

Baby Lion: straight sharp and fatal

Mummy Lion: i feel like throwing my mobile against the wall
shit sia ! !
how can i say something like dat

Baby Lion: just say
short pain is better than long pain
and it is like a checkmate to him
brb go fill stomach first

Mummy Lion: go go.. I need to perk up my lousy mood.. lunch time means time for my shinhwa oppas

Baby Lion: :)

I should have known... Texted D as suggested by Ah Boy and D’s reply was a simple... "Okay".... That’s typical of him..

Even though the last few days was upsetting, my mental health is more important.. Maybe my Dad is right.. I should start dating and settle down soon. At least besides my Dad who is the most important man in my life, I would have one more that I can rely on. So, all my energy and attention would just be diverted to him alone and the rest of my guy friends would have to take a backseat or at least they have to get his approval before asking me out. Why is life so complicated? Maybe it’s not life, its one’s heart. If only we do not have something called feelings there won’t be anger, jealousy, sadness or joy. But without feelings, life will be meaningless. Sighs!!

It takes a strong heart to love but it takes a STRONGER heart to continue to love after it’s been hurt countlessly.

Wassalammualaikum wr wb..

# posted by florescence at 6:35 PM