Assalammualaikum wr wb..

I have a list of things in my mind right now...

1) Dad's Eye Operation
2) Grandma's Eye Operation
3) His Royal Highness being out-stationed til July (Dunno why I'm affected by this - WEIRD)
4) Team workload - Ah Boy is overworked and overstressed
5) Moving over to the ACE Team - New Function, New Boss, New Colleagues, New Challenges - am I up for it ? ?
6) School hasn't been going good this semester =o(
7) News of Old Flame getting married - Surprisingly, I don't give a damn but I don't like the comments given by his cousin.. This doesn't affect me as much as item 3 above =o(

Let's elaborate a little...

1) Dad's Operation
Operation was a success this morning. We have to wait for awhile to see its effects, if the nerves pressure is getting any better. If not, I really don't know what's gonna happen. Today was the first time I saw my Dad cried while praying ='o( Hope all will go well. I need all the strength to stay upbeat and positive for the family which I don't know if I can. Who can I rely on ? (if not myself right?) Hopefully I'm strong enough.

2) Grandma's Operation
Grandma's operation is tomorrow. Hopefully, it'll go well too.

3) His Royal Highness being out-stationed til July
Honestly, I dunno why I'm so affected by this. He's just purely a friend right? Am I regretting still keeping in contact with him. I really don't want him to become a habit of mine cause I'm so very afraid of getting hurt again. Heartaches are very hard to recover from. But I do admit he's a little special. Dear heart, please control yourself and not get yourself hurt again... I am so very very afraid I'll get hurt again ='o(

4) Team workload - Ah Boy is overworked and overstressed
I really need to look into the team's workload. Miguel is constantly falling sick. I don't blame him. He is practically running a third of the team. Hang in there for Mummy Indah before your reservist end of this month. I promise to lighten your workload.

Another colleague is draining up my energy with her constant mistakes despite constant reminders. I almost broke down reading her reports last Saturday (Can't imagine I had to come back to work on Saturday and when I checked her reports, I almost died! ! !)

5) Moving over to the ACE Team - New Function, New Boss, New Colleagues, New Challenges - am I up for it ? ?
COME WHAT MAY ! ! No point thinking now. Face the challenges head on. I'm a LEO afterall ! !

6) School hasn't been going good this semester =o(
NEED TO FIND MOTIVATION ! ! Jiayou..

7) News of Old Flame getting married - Surprisingly, I don't give a damn but I don't like the comments given by his cousin.. This doesn't affect me as much at item 3 above =o(
I can't stop people from talking.. Let her say what she wants. All I can say is that, hopefully he will be happy with his choice and wish them a happy wedded life. Hopefully, he can lead his household responsibly and fairly. GOD BLESS =oP Like mentioned earlier, item 3 is affecting me more.. WHY ! ! !

Will update more about Dad again tomorrow after his appointment with his specialist.

Have a great night everyone. Sweet Dreams =o)

Wassalammualaikum wr wb..