And this is my beautiful life
The only thing certain is everything changes
The lows and the highs
And all those goodbyes
As hard as it gets I know it's still amazing
To be alive
It's a beautiful life
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Tuesday, March 8, 2011
It is amazing that in this modern world of Facebook and Twitter, we are given less and less freedom of speech and expression. I was told again to remove my FB status and MSN status. I'm beginning to feel suffocated by these people. But it is okay. I can't wait to "move out" on 1 April. Badly needed the new move.
Although the future seems uncertain, I may fall into a pit hole but I would rather "move" from my current S*** hole to another. Since day one the new 머리 joined us. I never liked 그녀의. I just don't have a very good vibe about 그녀의 and true enough, I was super right. 여자 did mentioned about me to someone before but I kept my cool. 여자 is such a 계집 ! !
I seriously can't wait for 1 April. Cause by then, I'll manage to 없애 버려 my current and previous 조수 머리.
I'm so tired of pleasing people. You want out. I say stay for a little longer but no, two of them got to move out. When I got to hand over one person out, they took one of the best. But when they want to pass over to me?? They give me 똥. And I am suppose to accept openly and happily ? Give me a break ! ! Naturally, everyone wants what is best for them. They are just using this opportunity to move that person out. Oh please.. It is super obvious ! ! Sigh !
Right now, I don't give a 젠장 about other peoples' feelings. My feelings comes first. I wasted too much of energy, brain power and emotions on such 무정한 명. It's time I think of myself. I've been getting migraines ever too frequently. And my recent trip to the doctor last week told me that he can see that I'm suffering from exhaustion and minor depression. Do people know about this ? No they don't. They care only about themselves.
Time to please myself... The last time I check with my doctor last week, he said that I'm over stressed with work and school and I've got mild depression..
Someone is sure to ask me to bring this down when they sees this.. There goes my freedom of expression...
Wassalammualaikum wr wb...